IS NOT HAPPY. with?

School? i dunno. i just feel our block is treated unfairly. it may sound bad for the other block but yeah, i still feel that. even if the other blocks are complaining they have lots to do… dude! your lucky you have things to do…

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“People have limits…. and some reaches theirs”

words came from on of my friends who actually helps me stay alive mentally and emotionally for school. im keeping my sanity and try to observe how this will end up, if things go wrong then something will…. go wrong. happen.

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“We need to fight our problems… don’t think of running to another school to find ease.”

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“I NEED SOMETHING OR SOMEONE THAT WOULD KEEP ME SANE…. That’s why your here. thank you.”

“Im happy when i have someone who i can work with ease….”

“we share most things in this, the problem, the crisis, and the answer. yes, thank you for being my friend”

“…i appreciate it…”

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….”will we survive?”

“i hope so…let’s observe and try to do damage if things really go wrong.”

“ok… meantime why cant we do something? something help everyone?… or at least ourselves”

“i have an idea….”

~♥

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“I can’t take this anymore….”

“neither can i…. at least we understand each other.”

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“… i need a hug..”

“then hug me….”

… priceless moments are meant to be shared. thank you.♥

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“there are so many words in the world and its not enough to express how i feel right now…”

“words are irrelevant…”

“i know… no need to remind me”

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“i failed a class with the same problem as yours…”

….”shouldn’t you complain?”

“i need to wait for the right moment… then do some damage”

“GO!”

“yes, we will….”

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There are more stuff going through my mind and friends are helping me so much. Thanks because you guys are the only ones who i can depend on in my times of need.

I’m mentally unstable right now and emotionally weird.

Thanks everyone.

I love you guys!

yeey! walk cycle!

half of the walk cycle line test. but it already looks fine. i think. 😀

its the first time im doing something right… well i think its right! 😀

Stressful days.

im back and yes im bored again that’s why im posting.

Lots of things have happened and i’ve been stressing about my life for the past few days. I’m in college and being in college meaning your preparing to enter the “real world”… meaning the industry and work. but one question still bothers me…. will my school give me enough skills to be called a real “animator”?

i know lots of us feels like what im feeling right now but only Daniel knows really how i feel. talking with him actually makes me feel at ease because we’re both at the same level of thinking… also the same interest when talking about school and jobs. it was very stressful talking about school because we were thinking if what would happen to our future. we have no choices left but to continue on with what we have now.

our only solution. is to improve.

so, in line with those problems, we are starting a new project to help us get motivated and improve ourselves. we call it. L2D.

Live to Dream. Live to Draw. Live to Animate.

dA link: http://l2dproject.deviantart.com/

Project L2D is an ARTBOOK project that would feature our class’s compilation of artworks to give us exposure, to give us our time to shine, and to give us improvement. we would be making a school year-ender artbook to see what we’ve accomplished.

i just hope this project would be a good one. 😉

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in other news! i got my hair cut yey!

i just love how my bangs can be like this. yey for noctis-ish hair!

Im alive!

im back mainly because now i have some “free” time to visit wordpress. or maybe im just to lazy to do assignments and stuff.

Things became brighter for the past few days. the memorable “ondoy” flood was wiped out, typhoon “pepeng” didnt affect us but sadly affected some areas here in the Philippines, i just hope my relatives in Pangasinan are ok.

Different things have made me happy for the past days. the best one would be the only person I do Cherish the most. of course who else. ♥

let’s add up the Kpop industry starting with,

SHINee’s 2009 Year of Us Album.

havent heard all of the songs but “Ring Ding dong” was cool. and how i love Jonghyun’s new look.

MBLAQ: OH YEAH

im loving how the group turn out to be, i never doubted Rain for producing the group, but he himself was impressed on how he produced these guys into one group. Currently im liking Park “Thunder” Sang Hyun/Cheon Dung. the little brother of 2ne1’s Sandara Park.

Random fact: he also speaks tagalog. yeey. i just like how he’s like her sister… he’s also soo colorful in the vid and plus he’s a Rapper. *is a fan of Rappers*

Member profiles here

Credits to absolutemblaq.wordpress

Beast – Beast is The B2ST

mp3 album HERE

T-ara & Super Nova: TTL2

Time to Love 2 version is sooo better than the first one. i love how the song was upgraded into a dance beat.

TTL [ver 1]

TTL2

SUPER JUNIOR – Genie in Star Dance battle [Chuseok Special]

ow how cute Sungmin is ♥. soo loving the Abracadabra part and 2pm dance copies. lolz

SNSD [Girl’s Generation] – Sorry Sorry + Smooth Criminal Dance break

Soo Young ♥

SNSD x f(x) – Chocolate Love.

i’m getting addicted on SNSD and f(x)’s Chocolate love. this was made for LG CYON new Chocolate Cellphone CF.

Retro pop ver. and Electronic Pop ver. mp3 can be downloaded at jenpoo.com

4Tomorrow – Tomorrow

Group members: Uee[After School], Hyun Ah[4minute], GaIn[Brown Eyed Girls] and SeungYeon[Kara]. i just love how Hyun Ah raps and how Ga in Smiles. Uee and SeunYeon looks cute. XD its a Samsung Campaign Song btw. 😀

mp3 HERE

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see you guys next time. kind of a long post again today. i havent done anything new on my deviantART account. i havent done assignments. and i havent done my costume for my classmate’s debut on saturday. waaw.

ow btw. im starting to like my wavy hair and its looking like taemin’s new look also… the difference is mine is longer and is black. haha 😀

a day of Vacation yet i’ve done so much work.

today was actually a busy day for me. i haven’t done my “proposed” animation/storyboard but who cares! i got lots of submissions on my deviantART account.  and here they are:

Favorite of the day:

that way -Close up by ~Project-Cow on deviantART

Part 2:

Whoa by ~Project-Cow on deviantART

Part 3:

RaWrrr by ~Project-Cow on deviantART

Mature content:

Kami no Ke Rei by ~Project-Cow on deviantART

*i think Embedding flash here is weird but what the hay! if your intrested then just click the titles that are linked. *

Thank you so much

im kind of proud of the one with mature content because it was +fav-ed by someone in dA who’s works actually rocks. and also a friend of Endling! my idoool. :3

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something scary and something boring.

IM OFFICIALLY DONE WITH MY 1ST SEMESTER OF MY 2ND YEAR.

and you know what? here are my comments about it:

1. …YEY!.

2. i feel like i did improve…. somewhat? i know i did but i need more practice!

3.NO MORE P.E.! YEY

4. and today is the start of a looong week of boringnessssss!~

Yeah, its the end of the first semester and a one week break was given to us. last year was, not hardly a break, it was only a weekend. geez. good thing about this year:

1. we get to rest for a long time

2. we get to have a week vacation

3. some of us can still make up for some missed work at school

4. more rest

5. we have a weeks time of practice.

ow that reminds me, to all my classmates. we’re getting Animation Principles 2 next sem. yes, Ms. Cheng will make us draw on again, we need practice. Seriously.

i need a few more ideas for my “ART” for the week, i’m planning to make one an art which i can actually add as a portfolio for myself. or atleast something to display in my deviantART: PROJECT-COW

comments/suggestions are appreciated, cuz im running out of ideas.

“Ideas are like air, You can get it from anywhere… but you can’t always get the freshest”…

Its true, it can be drawn from anywhere, but always find the freshest ideas. make something Yours. because usual/old ideas are boring….

im actually proud of it because that it’s one of the quote i actually made that actually made sense. Even our dean before liked this when i used this as a status in Facebook.

i need ideas. i cant think of something new… especially in my room.

speaking of my room, yesterday i was so tired that i actually slept around 7pm up to 11am today. yeah, well mainly because Wednesday night, i started sleeping around 12mn, i slept for a while up to 1:30am and tried to sleep again…. i watched videos on my iTouch and when it was around quarter to 3am, i did felt sleepy.

Suddenly, exactly 3am. i was looking at my iTouch’s clock… after seconds passed, my loptop turned on for some reason. i did remember shutting it down but i dunno what happened. maybe an update? hmm..

i didn’t care much and i just though i’d shut it down when i wake up by 4:30am. i covered my face with the sheets and tried to sleep…. then, have you ever felt when your lying on your bed then someone sits on the side of your bed? WELL, that happened. it was scary for some reason but i didn’t want to be scared.

spirits may be in my room but i’d at least let them sit, they’re not hurting me or anything… they better not.

so around 3:30am, i just stayed awake and since my loptop was opened, i just browsed the net… then typed the reviewer for my finals in genpsyc. it was a review for me also… i dunno why but when i type/write notes down, its already a review for me. hmm…

maybe the spirits were telling me to review. hmm. Thanks so much. i got an 82% in my exam in genpsyc. thanks yooo soo much. ♥

well, back to today. i woke up 11am, as i said before, and ate lunch. there was KFC, because i didnt know last night they brought some but i was sleeping heavily. aww. but it was still yummy even it was just reheated in the oven. yum.

and on to now. im still bored. if anyone knows where i can get my hands on some downloads of the series CHOWDER, id appreciate it. i was watching it again while having lunch and it was irritatingly funny. wahahhahaha. i soo love chowder.

will post again later when something comes up or i get bored and decides to talk about the boring day. lolz

my mind is peaceful. now.

♥ この人はとっても好きだよ！愛してるよ！♥

back to posting so i can pass the time.

i’m a bit fine-er now and things are going smoothly i think. the day is still boring and the weather still hasn’t changed since the last time i posted.

on the Sad note: 2PM’s Leader Jaebeom leaves korean after his controversy over Myspace.

story posted here: http://not7but1.wordpress.com/

commenting on that, i think he still deserves his job back after the controversy. It was just a comment. it sounded mean but he was still “Americanized” as said in the blog when he wrote that.

the fans still support him and if i were jaebom, i’d feel so much happy that even on his leave, fans still support him.

what i was amazed about was the fans posting notes on JYPE offices in Korea and New york

if you look at it. its kind of cool. XD

I support Jaebeom even if im not that of a fan of 2PM. i still like him in Boys Generation doing Gee. lolz

back to my day. i got bored with studying and drawing this afternoon so i decided i’d browse YouTube to pass some time. i’ve downloaded some videos that were cool and some Funny.

my top favorite of the day was this:

HEECHUL WAS LOLZ

and here were some Short Animated Films that I’m amazed about:

first was 9

the movie was launched today but sadly MTRCB i think is being a pain in the ass again not showing FOCUS/TIM BURTON animated Films like Nightmare before Xmas and Coraline… also not shown here in the Philippines.

COOL 3D Silhouette Animation. as in REALLY COOl.

This one had a cool concept, it was stressing for me. wahhaha. suspense. hahaha

This one was really fun. wahahaha the angel was being bad to the poor demon. awww.

and some videos that i got bored with. D:

Ow, today i just finished the box of chocolates that tin gave me from New Jersey. YUM~♥ thanks tin

ow, my hair is now longer and im planning to make it longer. 😀

i’m planning also to try and do Taemin’s Hair ♥

WILL TRY. but no permed. that’s gonna be by christmas i guess. wahaha when i have longer hair. XD

so yeah. i’ll edit if something comes up later. its only 8pm and there’s more to this night.

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im not happy with alot of things today

im not happy…. nor sad, nor dissappointed. its just not my day.

Reason #1: im Sick and im Tired

im sick again…. its this stupid weather and people getting sick also so sickness is all over us.

Reason #2: its a booooring day with no one to talk to.

yes…. i have no one to talk to. usually within these kind of days… i find someone to talk to because it make me feel “un-bored”, and just a dose of everyday chit-chat to at least make my day. yeah… i’ve been ignored today.

Reason #3: COLOR THEORY dAMN IT!

Its our Finals plate and i just finished now. Last saturday, the plate was nice because i haven’t done the the actual “goal” of the plate.

TRANSPARENCY. its the technique for Water coloring, where you put more water to give it more transparency.

im actually happy before i did the transparency pattern. My mom actually saw the the first design and ITS THE FIRST TIME she liked one of my works. but then this happens.

So What do you think? Leave Comments if you like.

I’m Chatting with one of my friends now and this is what he/she said:

Reason #4: FAIL. drawing attempt.

i cropped the picture because i think this was the only thing correct. i actually draw a half body of a character with a unicorn by his side.  FAIL. T__T

Reason #5: Raining again

I like the rain… well. it nice that its cold around, Its ‘BER” months again so it means cold season for us… so Why am i not happy? well, like i said before its making me sick. i was planning to go for a jog today but instead i got stuck on my room and played Dissidia. Sigh~ well, look on the bright side…. you’ve Mastered Onion Knight. ♥

Reason #6: All my friends. …. waaa

I’m agree with him on this. ALL MY FRIENDS app is flooding my email with so much notifications that im not really caring about.

The app Tags people randomly and by chance… i got into their tags…. alot of people, it might sound KJ but its flooding me so much its irritating.

I’ve tried the app before i knew this was coming but i’d be deleting the app to give a favor to those who doesnt like getting flooded by notifications that aren’t meant to be read by you.

Raymund. tnx. 😀

What I’m happy about is?

Reason #1: KISS DARA.

Dara… a.k.a Sandara Park released her Digital Single this morning, as in when i woke up and i opened Twitter on my iTouch… i saw it and listened to it. it’s nice, she’s really improving but still considering its a digital single with so much voice synthesizing.

Download the track HERE

Reason #2: SNSD +SHINee

Universal Records Philippines will be Releasing also SNSD’s Genie Mini-album and SHINee’s SHINee World Album. yeey! My SuJu Album won’t get lonely after all.

Thank You E.L.F. and SM Entertainment.

Reason #3: NEW KPOP GROUPS!

New Kpop Boy Group revealed! SHU-I.

read whole story here.

single release on Sept. 11. wee~

SECRET

new Kpop Girl Group

read here

will be revealed on Sept 21.

Lady Collection

new YG girl Vocal group.

mini-album will be released on Sept. 17.

read here

So if you might see… Kpop kept my day alive for some reason, and also the video Q sent me… SNSD was Fun. 😀

thank you blog for keeping me busy for about 2 hours of writing this. thanks. 😀

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Today is a start again of a new long weekend for us. its a non-working holiday again on monday mainly because of the death of INC’s Brother Erdy Manalo. May his body rest in peace.

on to the past days:

September 2: My birthday, Speech Finals.

I passed. not really perfect but i went through the speech as the 2nd speaker and went through the day normally. i got my shades back. [I lost it on Chorbs’ Debut. thanks chorbs for getting it back]. it was also the day Tin got back from the states. and i got my iTouch from my mom. Thanks soo much. ^^

Tin’s Hat was cool. and soft, it reminded me of GD lolz

i ♥ my shades.

i named in Wushi-Touchie ~♥

side note: Thanks to all who those who greeted me and remembered when my birthday was and who i am. LOLZ. thanks so much.

pizza will follow. 😀

September 3 : YOUR SICK

i was absent from school and spent my first day of being 18 at home…. sick. i dunno why do i always get sick when before/after my birthday… I’m just thankful i lived through it. like last year i got appendicitis. wa. major operation. @_@ i recovered on the day of my birthday.

September 4:  d’aww boooger

normal day, and PE’s Finals was nothing? we just talked with sir then got home. tad bit disappointed because iTouch cases are hell of expensive. i wont buy a P1200 worth of a leather case. >_<

we went out. ♥

we got back to school and talked with friends.

Serious question:

What does your booger smell like?

What’s the taste of your saliva?

Tin! Thanks for the cookies. they we’re delish! it tasted like states! Lolz.

Today: YEAR ONE

last night i though of trying my iTouch’s Alarm. HELL IT WORKS! the alarm was like. OMG THE POWER PLANT IS GOING TO EXPLODE alarm? or the alarm of something came up and the Lab is starting to self destruct. hahaha IT WAS IRRITATINGLY EFFECTIVE. @____@

i did my art for school and made some mistakes but taken care of before going to school. I WAS LATE. I went to school 2pm, but 2pm was the start of class. i asked for a ride to school, i got there in 45 mins. I continued my art and though it was wrong for some time but it was fine after all.

Monique came to school and i got my Super Junior “SORRY, SORRY” version C album with poster. 😀 thankyoouz

i waited for my brother to come pick me up because he was going to pass by makati also… and because their [him and his GF] are treating me and my sister to a movie for my birthday. we just watched YEAR ONE.

It was funny. it was cool. it was kind of informative.

Im starting to like Michael Cera. if you don’t know him,

Michael Cera also appears in “JUNO” and “Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist”. He’s goofy in a cute way. He acts naturally and not too “Actor-ish” because if you actually watch his movies… you’d actually see the difference. He can be funny in a serious face without him not knowing it.

i like him better in the Infinite Playlist. because it shows so much how the story should be natural and he’s the perfect guy to portray that.

Oh, yeah. he’s now on my favorite actors list. ♥

THE DAY’s ENDING GOODNIGHT… will post something when i get a chance again.